Inspiration

  "No one can be confused all of a sudden . If one is in a confused stage , other confuses him, he gets totally confused. Confusion becomes more confounded when people quote Confucius..  So, its better to understand  confusion theory  with clarity on confused to avoid further confusion."  

"Life needs an important thing  That's understanding. Understanding a thing after  Analysing a thing leads to proper  Understanding . Understanding a thing without Analysing a thing leads to mis- -Understanding. So it's better to understand the understanding  concept for better understanding of understanding".

 H eart beat  raising .. i  held your hand  walking  on the lawn .  Felt the grass under the feet .  Looking at me puzzled you raised your eye brows """where are we going"""  In turn i expressed in whisper , to watch the stars on a full moon day ... To my surprise  realised the moon is walking beside me, With its beauty..,..palatable ,..stunning and spell bound .....  stars were  sad and  twinkling , missing the moon..  Consoled the stars, let me keep my beautiful moon till dawn.. and treasure every moment by creating memories of life time ..... I am lucky to be ..... On this planet .. 

Thought is your friend  Thought is your foe. Arrest the negative thoughts to the extent of not harming self and others. The carbon rod for arresting the chain reaction of thoughts is  like filtering it through awakening .... Operating with mindfulness, helps you to achieve wisdom .    Wisdom brings you consciousness. Consciousness will light your way  and show the Truth ... The realisation of  truth will shatter the illusions ..

I was in winter of extreme cold  . Birds wondered , why had only sticks left with broad stem .. The trespassers marked me with designs with creativity by poking me. ...  I realised  I had life .. did realise pain ... I was  withering without   my   knowledge. Did not realise that i am growing wise ... Waited for the spring to save me  as autumn had more wind to take my balance leaves  I had .,. I realised it's me I am still alive and  deep rooted , waiting to be lush again . The day of cuckoo on my branches , sang for me the melancholy strain ... The trespassers under my shade appreciated me , which made me feel pride, stood humbled ..  Happy to be myself and never felt  low when I was barren without my leaves . My flowers invited swarm of bees to have the nectar. We became friends and also with birds enroute on migration ,took my branches to rest,narrated their stories of travel.  I could not move , but i...

  On a walk to a serene place bare footed   touching the ground Surfaced out  My hamlet nostalgia   like an impression  On a wet cement I treasured in past Will treasure  When my present  becomes future The lush paddy field  with crops waving caused by gentle breeze Touched my soul With aromatic  Mother earth Nature at its best. A pass , beauty of rift valley  Joined hands  held me close Captivating through  my blessed eyes a stunning display of  trees with  fruits and flowers  Flooded by swarm of bees Birds chirping along with Cuckoos melancholy strain From a distance  Brushed my ear lobe touched my heart  Ran out of words with clouds descending down  touching the alps a nature's romance  with droplets  drenching the surface  leaving the moisture  on the petals of flowers  mesmerised by the moments  I forget myself ..... a gift i give myself now through...

I fell in love with sun, moved where he was moving .. From far I used to get astonished and  started moving myself and bloomed to make the sun fall for me / rays fell on me . Bees where happy to take the nectar from me , since I was fully bloomed , wide open .... I  was mesmerised and the attraction of sun made  my existence   worthy .. I never realised that he would  leave me at the dusk...  I never bothered about it , because  Living in present is always my aim...  The dusk came, sun went behind the mountain..  sadness covered me ,but hope  made me smile .  Then I understood that earth was moving closer and far , not the sun ...  A love I treasure and  still continue to love . Keeping the hope alive that dawn will be back soon and will make me live and charged .... It's not that I don't like the moon.  But I had fallen for the sun.... It's me the glorified sun flower......

  It was  raining  this  day a year back.. Still remember ,was thrown out on the street with no clothes on, could not even talk back . I still saw his face with so much dissatisfaction .  (my master ). Till last  year( this day) was guarding the house, assuming that I am serving with so much loyalty and with love 💕. The  heart of my owner failed to understand my unexpressed feelings, pushed me out of the compound through the  gate and closed it ... I still waited out side , it was raining  and freezing  cold.  I did not want to  leave ,but tried one last time looking at the door which got shut with a blink of an eye .....I could not see a sign of the entire family who  loved me like their own ,a year back ... Drenched , slowly  walking , the tears and sadness covered by the heavy down pour. I could not move an inch , because ,""where will I go "", having grown this old under their umbrella ... Could not stand on the ...

 " I orginate from the hill and fall down rolling the stones , passing through the trees with force ,breaking the branches taking along with me , I am opaque i reflect all , become humble on the ground , feeding all living beings , routing my destination through hamlets without looking back at my past moving towards the sea. "proud to be a river "